Ok there's a guy and he's 2 years older than me (i'm 15 he's turning 17) our parents have known each other for our whole lives but since his uncle is a crook our parents have been on the in and outs lately so we never met. But some of my guy friends like him so he's been hanging out with us all school year and he was always my friend and we started hanging out and my parents found out and got mad at me...but now our parents are friends....sort of...so were allowed to hang out again! So we hung out on friday till 10 PM and lately(for about a month) he's been meeting me at my locker before school eating lunch with me and meeting me at my locker after school so we hung out on friday and all we did was laugh laugh laugh and flirt flirt flirt...so I finally admitted to myself that I like him so I want him to ask me out but this girl who hangs out with us (although I hate her and don't want her to because she's copying everything I do and liking every guy I like) told me that she liked him so I decided to convince her to ask him out (because if he says yes than I won't want to go out with him anymore because me and her are total opposites and he's been flirting with me all the time and ignoring her so he'd basically be a man whore and if he said no I would know for sure he didn't like her and that he was a guy who only went out with those he liked and I would also feel good because he rejected her so she probably wouldn't like him anymore) but now I'm afraid that he'll say yes and I'll be upset (because I really like him...I like him more than I've ever liked anybody and I've never felt this way and it's making me act all happy and bubbly and it's freaking me out) and I don't know if i should try to get to him 1st and tell him how I feel or if I should just wait and see what he says to her!?! and if he says no to her should I tell him how I feel? (I wouldn't ask him out I'd just tell him how I feel) or should I just leave it? What do you think I should do? do you think I did the right thing in telling her to ask him out? (I'll be happy for her if he says yes because she said she really liked him but I'll be very UNhappy about it) and I'm also worried if he doesn't like me (although he is ALWAYs hanging with me and he sat beside me at the movies and put his arm on top of mine and played footsies with me and I was cold at my friends house so he got a blanket and wrapped it around me and he put my feet on top of his so that I could put my feet up and rest)
 xoxoPink Supremexoxo · Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 08:50pm · 0 Comments |
