once again i say, i'm glad i can be perfectly honest on gaia because nobody reads it =)
i'm bored, lonely, tired, stoning, unwilling to talk to people for fear of saying the wrong things. i miss a lot of people who probably don't remember me.
i've been restless lately and i just want to go out and do something wild. these days all i think about is getting into trouble or an accident just to get my adrenaline pumping.
a friend of mine offered me weed during choir practice yesterday, but i didn't take it because i had to drive home straight after. i made up for it by driving pretty recklessly after that...um...i think i was crying while driving for other reaons...when i got home, i figured i might as well have taken it, the rate i was driving wtf. but would i have taken it if i hadn't had the car? i don't know wtf. i'll admit it's not just curiousity that makes me want it this time...it's something else.
wtf. i just want to try it, just once.
whatever...i don't want to think about that anymore.
i'm off to johor tmr, no chance of finding drugs in that small town, so don't worry about me =P
ok. signing off.
 kayjenno · Fri Oct 02, 2009 @ 03:09pm · 1 Comments |
