I'm fine is my biggest lie
Blood appears, because pain’s my cure,
To everything that this heart endures.
From the boys, to my friends,
Where do you want me to begin?
Or is it the way, I’m judged so much,
Living in this world has become so tough
I want to scream and I want to cry,
“I’m fine.” Has to be my biggest lie.
One thing I hate the most on this lonely road,
Is how people sit and watch you corrode.
Not one soul offers to help you out,
Though their words are all I think about.
Insults and scoffs are a stab to me,
And only make me want to bleed.
I’m not even good enough for all of them,
Their hurtful words only condemn
Does anyone know how hard it is to,
Be the only lifeboat left for you?
You have to fight back the constant sorrow,
So you don’t take those pills and leave tomorrow
Not one friend, even cares,
All they worry about, is their hair,
To you, their petty problems are annoying,
And to them, your cutting becomes oh so boring
Here you’re up, battling life or death,
While the world lays down, and gets their rest
Your arms are scarred across the board,
Your hope has died, and your heart is torn.
Your lip is swollen from holding back the tears,
And the depression’s just getting worse this year
Until you stare at the bath, all filled up,
And wonder, have you finally had enough?
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