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hmmmm,i don't know if i'm goin' through some phase of being an inspired teenager or if i'm just confused,or crazy or all three.
well,you know me and my dreams:i went from wanting to be a rockstar,then i wanted to be a sailor on the great lakes like my dad,then i went back to wanting to be a rockstar,then a fashion designer,then a comedian,and then a pin up girl.then i wanted to be a rockstar,fashion designer,comedian,pin up girl[which sounds so me and so EXCELLENT!!!!]
and now,ya know what i wanna do all because i've been even the slightest bit inspired[okay,more than slightly]i wanna travle.
i mean,all alone in seclusion,travle by foot with nothing but a back pack full of clothes and maybe a sleeping bag.hunt for myself,search for food from animals and plants alike.[i have been watching too much showtime movies.lolz!]
but really,because,now a days people,youth especially,are so shelterd by technology and being taught that the world is a a scary place.it IS,but it's also an extrodinary place.and if we never get out there,how the hell are we supposed to know the truth???
and we've also been taught about the wilderness.we've all been taught it's a scary dangerous place that we should never wander into,especially alone.and now,because of all they've been taught,CHILDREN COME UP WITH EVERY POSSIBLE CONTROVERSY THEY CAN THINK OF THAT WOULD HAPPEN IF THEY SET EVEN ONE FOOT OUTSIDE THE SAFE ZONE!!!!
well ******** that!
life's not about playin it safe,it's not about listening to what everyone else says.the "safe zone"is just a figment of the mind.
like time:time's just a man made thing.IT DOSN'T EXSIST.and nither dose saftey.
if god wanted to,he could tear down all that we find safe,rip apart all we've ever said,destroy all we've ever built up,and then leve us with nothing but the dirt we established it all on.so in a way,i'd be preparing myself for that time,for when it comes.
i guess another reason i'd like to do this is beacause,i'm always saying something insperational about life,something tellin others that life isn't meant to be this,and it's meant to be that,we're not on earth for this,and yadda yadda yadda,you get it.
well,maybe this would be a chance for me to actually live up to what i say.live up to my words and stop feeling like a pathedic hypocrite for it all.i'm gonna have to get over it sometime anyways,right???RIGHT!
ya know,if my dad was around,he would love to go with me...
 XxImmortal_MachinexX · Tue Jul 28, 2009 @ 07:59pm · 0 Comments |
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