As I dwell within the past...I often ask myself "Am I really that bad of a person?". Was I that awful to cause destruction to certain relationships of past friends? Sometimes it saddens me that it didn't last, but I try to keep it on the bright side and see myself changing into a better person than I was when I was younger.
Foolish, greedy, an instigator.
Thinking I was ceasing war when I was only starting it...
Was cutting off those people really worth it? Do I regret meeting them? Where would I end up if all that change? How would I have developed as a person?
It's hard to answer, but I have no choice other than to live my life onto it's current path and carry along the unanswered questions.
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