When you look at me you see
A girl as happy as can be
When you get to know me you see
An energetic me
So many things
Have gone unknown
So many lies kept untold
Silent screams on a moon lit night
And whispers and tears
Over flow so many hours on end at night
Hiding away from sight
Lays a very different me
Things I have done and witnessed
Friends gone forever
Every day I put a mask up
To cover what’s really me
To hide this person
I know nobody wants to see
Letting nobody in
I take all regrets
For now I can’t be whole
Every thing has taken so much
From me
If I showed me for me
Then you would be afraid
To see
What I am
And how I feel
Every day
Dull as before
Every hour
Ticks and does not stop
And every second I waste
With nobody there
It hurts worse inside
Like nothing before
So go a head laugh and stare
But you would not recognize me any where
And I know you want to
Just let it out
Because this
Is not a lie
People do hurt
And lives do break
So fragile
As glass
One touch or push
Is all that It really takes
To push some one off the edge
This is my 2 sides
First the mask
Then the real me
The mask is my wall
That no body comes with in
I’ve let 3 people in
That I hold dear to me
And I was really hoping
None of them break me apart worse
 rocksan11 · Sun Jun 21, 2009 @ 05:43pm · 1 Comments |
