I really wish I knew how he felt. He said he would take my ears, yet he still hasn't... Is he lying to me when he says he loves me?
Does he care, just not want to tell me? Too many questions!------
Ritsuka slammed his fist down on the desk... He wanted to cry...
"Oh Soubi... Why?" Ritsuka thought aloud.
His ears perked up when he heard shuffling behind him. He got up and went towards the window.
"Soubi?" Ritsuka pulled back his curtain, but only watched the rain fall, as the sun continued to fade behind the mountains in the distance. Shrugging and closing the sliding door; Ritsuka turned to see Soubi sitting on his bed.
"Why hello there, Ritsuka." Soubi took another drag from his cigarrette.
"SOUBI!" Ritsuka screamed. Running over to Soubi, wrapping his arms around him, but the force making him fall atop Soubi. They layed together staring into each others eyes. Soon though, Soubi couldn't handle it anymore. (His pants had tightened increasingly since Ritsuka fell on him.) He kissed Ritsuka!
At first Ritsuka wanted to pull back, but he also wanted Soubi so bad. He soon let out a sigh, and his body fell into Soubi's. As they began kissing each other over and over.
Oh my god! Am I actually doing this? Is Soubi? Will he finally rid me of these damned ears?!
Ritsuka felt his body pushed, and felt all his breath leave his body. He opened his eyes to find that Soubi had flipped them, and now Ritsuka was on bottom.
"Sou..." Ritsuka's voice trailed off as Soubi removed his shirt. Soubi started to move his hands down Ritsuka's chest. When he got to the pants... He started to undo them. He felt Ritsuka jump, and stopped.
"Ritsuka?" Soubi asked, concerned.
Ritsuka looked up at him nervously. He bit his lip, which only made Soubi want him more.
"Soubi... I..." He couldn't speak. So caught up in what was happening...
------Am I ready for this? Is it time to lose my ears? Should I wait,
until I'm older like Soubi said? NO!------
Ritsuka played the events over in his head, and realized that turning back was NOT an option. He sighed, and pulled Soubi down to him. Ritsuka started to kiss him once more.
------Soubi's heart was beating a million times a minute... He didn't think Ritsuka was ready for this, but what could he do? Ritsuka held all the contol in this.
Whatever he said went... And he told him that he wanted his ears gone by tonight!------
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