i can't get off work this month, and its a two day trip down to see James.
he says he cant get away to come up here either, but he showed me pictures of the cute girls he works with and i am starting to get really worried and depressed.
it's been months since we were together.
my folks will not give me plane fare either, they say if we are serious we will find a way to make it work.
i alternate between being seriously depressed, more than i have been in years, and furious. i would like to smash something. grrr....
chessiejo · Mon Dec 05, 2005 @ 07:07pm · 1 Comments |