not feeling great, not physical illness but i just dont feel great. only saw andee for like...a minute after school today. i wish i could spend more time with her but we just dont get the chance to at all. and i'll see her tomorrow morning and i wont want to let go when the bell rings but i have to so she can get to class. and i'll see her before 3rd hour maybe, and then during lunch where i'll spend 30 minutes with her...but i'll spend that contemplating starting a conversation that i dont want to actually start...it needs to be talked about...but i dont want to because its going to suck...this is killing me i have no reason to feel like s**t...cept for what i need to talk to andee about. maybe i'm just being jealous...and possessive...i dont know she's just as jealous when i hang with other girls and she's way more possessive...hell when people ask her who i am her response is usually "he's mine and thats it" ******** introductions. so yeah i'm just gonna bring it up and see how she responds.
school is hell!!!! relationships=sometimes good horny=bad tired=very very bad and thats it...i'm done ranting and nothing was really said just stupidness here today. whatever i'm off to watch tv...maybe i'll take a walk tonight even though its gonna be ******** freezing.
[Badattitude666] · Wed Nov 30, 2005 @ 12:09am · 1 Comments |