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I have a final tomorrow. Eww. It's open notes, so I guess it won't be too horrible, but I just don't wanna take it XD I also get my research paper back >.< The best part about tomorrow is that it's my last time going to all three of my classes, and only 2 of them have finals next week. English is going to slaughter me, but whatever. As long as I made an A or a low B on the research paper, I should be okay.
Rawr's grandparents made us a deal that if we ever all get at least B's for a semester, they'll buy us a flat screen TV =O RIDICULOUS. Also, not likely XD I won't have a problem sticking to that, but I'm me. There's some magic going on in my head or something xD
I hope World Lit involves a lot of poetry. I like the flow and rhythm and sound. Ahahaha, I'm strange XD Very very much so. I think my strangeness keeps me sane, though, so it's okay ^_^ Or rather, it balances the extremely rational side of me which would drive me to distraction if it were on its own. Even if I end up fighting that strangeness tooth and nail >.> Eh, normal is overrated, whatever that is. Haha, it's certainly not me XD
Gaaaaaah, where is everybody? Thomas is the only person who gets on AIM anymore =( I haven't talked to Dori or 'Toria in ages, or Becca or Beth. Or...hmm, who else do I even talk to? Kelsey, I guess. Blah. They haven't been online anyway -.- People with lives and homework and studying XPPPP And, in 3 out of those 5 cases, boyfriends. Becca liked Tomas, 'Toria doesn't seem to like anyone, and Thomas and I lament our sadly boy-less lives XD Twins indeed 3nodding
I has to do physics homework, but I don't want to. I want to talk. I want to just "vomit" every thought in my head onto paper (or onto the computer). But I can't. I can't I can't I can't. I don't even have words for half of it. More than half of it. I wish it was easier to get these things into words. Blah. They don't matter anyhow, so I guess it doesn't matter much XD
~nepie
NO! UGHHHH. Erin has Facebook. AND thanks to a few people, she managed to find me (dammit). I don't want to deal with her. Why is it that when my world seems to be crumbling, the wrong people show up?
I know, I know, simple solution: ignore the request. However, the fact that she can find me is a problem -.- 'Cause if she finds my dad, well then she can let him know I have a FB. And then, he'll see my friends list. And we know just who he won't like to see there. And blah blah blah. This is more stressful than it ought to be. Also, rejecting the friend request doesn't mean she can't find me again.
i hate facebook with a passion sometimes -.- it just complicates my life and upsets me.
Speaking of UPSETTING!! oh my gosh. oh dear oh dear oh dear. see, THIS is why i didn't just reject Erin's friend request. I can't HANDLE this. Despite being mad at her, I still care about her, and that drives me insane. Literally. I'm losing my ******** sanity here, and she just pops right back in the middle of it all and I can't deal with it and it's just too much for me to handle. Go look at Dori's wall if you want to see why. How the ******** did I not know about this? Erin has the biggest mouth in the world (how the hell she ran away without telling me is a mystery)
you know what? SHITSHITSHIT. My parents and I are going to the SCS Zephyr's night, and last year, as my mom *so* kindly reminded me, we took Erin and her mom...a week before Erin ran away.
No, impossible. Erin is lying. ********. I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight with all this s**t in my head She could be lying, or she could be not lying. I don't know what to think.
What I do know is this: I'm losing my marbles a week before I have to go home and act sane 24/7 (basically), and I have no idea how to get them back before I have to take finals and go home.
I hate that I'm the only person who isn't busy. Insanity.
 nepie · Tue Apr 28, 2009 @ 01:29am · 0 Comments |
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