is driving me crazy!!!!!! scream scream scream and i'm only half way done with the first page!!! -slamms head against wall-
minutes later...
-comes back with a bloddy head- ahem...sorry...i am really pissed(and still is)... stare but yeah, it's true...i'm making a doujin. idk, i just feel like making one. and plus, it is a bit easier since you already got the characters/ somewhat plot already set up for you instead of making it on your own...(this soon-to-be mangaka is a very lazy one.)
the doujin i'm making is called strawberry kisses. yes...kisses... >///> it's a death note story(woot!) with L and Misa as a couple(this couple looks more better than LightxMisa) ...yeah...^///^
but i am blimey effin pissed about it right now!!! stressed i've been drawing for about two hours and i'm finally done....drawing misa kissing an imaginary L on the cheek(like in ep. 20)...-throws soda bottle on the ground- i didn't even draw L yet!!!
grr...someone save me from this madness.... crying i bet L wouldve been easier to draw than misa...well...this is my first time drawing her(and i draw L more often)...so i probably have no right to be angry... sweatdrop but STILL!!!! scream
and besides the doujin, my parents nagging and praising is pissing me off(it's like after they congratulate me for something, they forget it minutes later(literally) and act like it never happened. it's like i'm always forgotten easily(which may be true...-.-)... oh yeah. that also goes for my mistake for volunteering for something(i think you probably know....maybe?)
i think i gotta go out and relax somewhere, withOUT anyone with me(that also means someone dropping me there. i'd rather go somewhere on my own, by myself.) gr...maybe i should go to the park that's near my place(i think there's one near my house.) my bro did say there was also a private school(can u believe it?), so there should be the park...i wanna go on the swings, but parents probably won't let me...damn it...-.-
-sighs- time for another round of loud-a** music(helps me calm down when i'm pissed.) if ppl get angry about the volume(it's night time so...), good to know! grr!!!! stressed
 Moonfox23 · Sun Apr 19, 2009 @ 05:22am · 0 Comments |
