some days i lay silent
silents overwelms me
my thoughts
these memories i carry
phyco he calls me
he didn't go through
what i have witnessed
to watch someone
taking their last pyer breath
phyco he called me
i wish he only knew
silent can't explane my past
what i've been through
phyco
is not a word that explanes me
i am not phyco
nor sick nor suisidle
what i am
you will never live to be through
your not strong enough
i have seen
you have not
its grousum out there
suposible shielded from this war
i fight it in silents in my head every night
i lay awake
just thinking it through
one word comes to my head
brother..........
my brother
my brother saw it
he knew it
he wasn't phyco
nor amussed at what you call little school fights
no, this was more
much much worse
than what you have ever imaganed
the kind of fight that no one ever likes to hear
every day and every night i think that i would be ok
to wake up and be put down the next day
pushed around slamed against things
heack i watched 2 of my teachers died right before my eyes
pluse 2 of my best friends....
would you call me phyco..
if you only witnessed
saw what i saw
knew what i know
you would be the same way
and lay awake too..
 rocksan11 · Sun Apr 05, 2009 @ 11:56pm · 1 Comments |
