The thing I probably hate most of all things...ever...
Is crying.
I do it way more often then I used it. I feel so ******** weak and helpless...I hate it so much.
I feel defective...Like I do everything wrong then I punish myself by crying.
I have felt pretty damn lonely lately even if i try to make it go away by socializing with freinds or talking to my mom. It's still there.
I'm probably over-reacting as usual.
P.s. That dream last night...hurt, I s**t-load.
Teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen Annnnnggggssssstttttttt
I have it.
Which means all of that was pretty much bull s**t from the fingers of a teen.
Guilt-na Doll · Mon Mar 09, 2009 @ 05:50am · 0 Comments |