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I can't spend another night over there. Seriously, I need internet! I read like half of Apollo 13 today just because I had nothing better to do. And I'm using it as a source for a paper ^^;; I must say, it's really easy to read. I have to finish it by Tuesday morning >.> ugh.
One more week, then HOME HOME HOME! woo!! Maybe by then I'll have snapped out of this weirdness from the last few days. I've been constantly hungry. I haven't written anything for the last 3 days. I felt horribly sick from Thursday night onward, especially after eating. But I've been hungry, so I've had to eat. Chocolate is semi-okay. Eggs, not so great. Bread, definitely not so good. Cereal, not too great. But whatever complicated-as-heck fake-crab thing that Matthew made Friday night didn't bother my stomach one bit. The banana pudding pie afterwards did, but not the crab-thing. Mind-boggling. I feel mostly better now, but I'm still really hungry.
I got pretty upset this morning and went on a cleaning spree in my dorm xD Caitlyn's mom isn't particularly thrilled with my lack of order and neatness >.> Some of it is being scatterbrained, and some of it is laziness. But like this morning, I accidentally left butter out after making eggs. Which Caitlyn had the wisdom to mention along with the fact that her mom is a total neat-freak and while it doesn't bother Caitlyn too much, stuff like leaving the butter out is not good. That was just from me getting distracted by cleaning up after myself in the kitchen. It's not like I walked off and left the butter out on purpose -.- I got pretty upset (despite it not really being a big deal), packed up all my stuff that I'd had in the apartment, and went back to the dorm and cleaned up my half of the room. *sigh* I try. But I'm so sick of being someone's problem.
Oh yea, I haven't been online, so there's actually one thing that happened that I can get angry about for a good reason. Because I decided to move into the apartment next fall, I don't have to leave immediately. My stuff will already have been moved from the dorm into the apartment, and I'll be able to stay in the apartment for a few days. So, instead of my mom taking off a few days in the middle of the week to come get me, she wants me to stay here 'til the next Saturday after I'm done with finals. I'm done on Wednesday, possibly Tuesday. I'm not sitting around here for 3-4 days by myself with nothing to do. I can see my mom's point of view, but that's ridiculous. She doesn't see my side, which is this: that Friday is my friends' senior prom. I want to see them all dressed up and help set up their afterparty and all that. I don't want to be in an abandoned college town. Abandoned. Seriously. That's not particularly safe. My solution is that one of the other apartment girls, Kira, lives about halfway between here and home, and she didn't bring a car. So she needs a ride. I could drive her there (she can drive a little too), then drive the last 2 and a half hours home alone. No big deal. My dad won't let my present the idea to my mom though -.- He wants to handle it from his end, without the details -.- He prolly won't even remember the right freakin' city. He wasn't when we were talking on the phone 2 seconds after I told him. And there's a HUGE difference in location, a 3 hour drive, in fact. I always have the option of ignoring them and just driving back, but I'll get the pants lectured off of me when I show up at home >.> But I'll be home ^^
Caitlyn's brother is visiting the week after my spring break, so he's going to classes with all of us. He's gonna go to my intro to engineering class. Yay fun stuff!
I need to go back to the apartment. Kira's there by herself, studying for tech and civ because her class's test was interrupted by a bomb threat in the building. She managed to get me to let her put make-up on me last night. I looked bizarre xD But people being that close to me who I don't know all that well is awkwaaaaaard. I'm not good at being in close proximity to people >.< It kinda bothers me. As does sleeping in the same room as other people. College life just doesn't work well with my personality at all XD failure.
I'll work on the story this week. I'll feel less crappy when I'm back in class (oh the irony xD) And I have more time to work on it when I'm going to class (totally backwards xD). And I get ideas when I'm walking around campus. Random, but yesh.
~nepie
 nepie · Mon Mar 09, 2009 @ 12:23am · 0 Comments |
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