The girls name was Kirsten... And... I worshipped the ground that she walked on... every day i would sit with her on the bus to and fro school.. heh... i used to put my arm around her waist and hold her hand.... i loved her... i loved her more than anything... then... then one day came that she descided that it would be best if we... took some time apart...
and so we did...
Every day.. she got on the bus.. and i got up and let her sit down.. and the urge to put my hand around her and hug her and hold her hand.. it was overwhelming... but i contained it...
Eventually... my head started thinking that i needed to move on.. and i met you... But i still loved her as well.... so....
Today... as i was watching her on the bus... i realized... it was over... and i was curious.. and i asked her what she thought... if she thought we where over.... after a long pause, she sighed, and said the words that i dreaded...
"Romanticly? Yes... I think that we where made for each other, but just not in a lovey way..."
So... I tried to understand all day... and now.. i still cant.... we had been together for a year... and now it was all over...
Now it's all over...
And... And...
My heart is torn between 4 women... each i love equally.... and wheen she said it was over... it made me just want to end this pain..
this suffering...
 Maixis · Tue Feb 24, 2009 @ 01:13am · 0 Comments |
