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Amazing. Amazing. SUPRISING!
Today I was on my way to art and I stood there waiting for the teacher to come unlock the art room door when my eyes caught the eyes of someone fimiliar. Standing a few meters from me was my grade seven best friend, Bree.
She left in grade eight because she got addicted to drugs, she was living with much older men and she was a prostitute for the longest time. She even mneged to get pregnant and have the child. Here I was face to face with Bree, it was just...amazing. We were so close, me he and Ari. We did EVERYTHING together. We were always loud and causing problems, messing with people in the Library. All those memories came back. We were always laughing. I hugged her but the sparks we had weren;t there anymore...
She is close to all the popular ditsy girls and a** hole guys. Which makes little sense because she is so obviously different from them,we practiclly look alike apart from her yellow and black dreadlock hair.
It was upsetting, I have only seen her once in between then and when she left. Me and Ari have missed her so much...but she is completely gone from us now.
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On another note the results from my academic assessment came back today and my my mother was in a meeting with the assessment lady and the academic support teacher for most of the school day. Chatting it out.
Turns out I do have a learning problem in math. But in everything else like social, most of science, HUGE on English,i'm perfect, i'm above average, i'm gifted...it's math I have a problem with.
Also...they say they are going to do something about my high stress and anxiety levels, try to limit my panic attacks and they are going to do something to help me get more sleep. If they prescribe some sort of drug..I will refuse. I have heard too many stories of people getting addicted or getting sick from them.
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Tomorrow is my Friday and it' a five day weekend, I can;t wait. I'll get more time with Mike and I might get to see my dad before he goes on vacation, along with a scary movie marathon with Ari. Bree always used to join us in those. emo
Anywho, thats all for now.
Peace.
 Guilt-na Doll · Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 11:30pm · 0 Comments |
