Ok so right now all I can say is UGH! I have a cold and my mom's, now ex, boy friend, on friday, told my mom that her and I have to move out in the next 30 days. I was in a really good mood today but at the end of the day, like most days, things just arn't as happy as they used to be. I mean this time two years ago I was at my happiest, my life was great. I had my best friends, I was making new friends, I was becoming me. But over the last year or so things just started to fall apart. My friend that I knew frow 3rd grade was turning in to a real b***h (we don't talk anymore), then my best friend in the whole world moved to Cali. Like I said: Ugh! So I know that is not at all inreresting, but tonight, much like any other night, I am still up, when I should be sleeping, thinking about my life and how it was back then: my happy days. I mean even now my life is really good, but it is not nearly as good as it was then. There is so much that I want to say, but most of it cannot easily be put into words. You know, who ever said life wasn't easy was not joking, they knew what they were talking about.
For now, Tia_ heart
Holl The Loveer · Tue Jan 27, 2009 @ 05:16am · 0 Comments |