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goddamn pizza party is TWO FRICKIN DAYS after I start classes -.- Gawd. I don't know who's annoying me more: high school or college. College for being a b***h and making us start back way too early and making me wait 68 days to go home again D< I might not see ANYONE from high school (except the ppl at college) ever again, so I'm kinda pissed about this. I'm not really friends with too many people from our class, but I'd like to see the people I did get along with. It's a horrible fear
Now that I finally have a word to put to what Thomas is like, it's even more pronounced. I saw it before, but I couldn't really describe it. I didn't really mind over the summer b/c I wanted to see everyone as much as possible before I left, but right now, I'm trying to spend time with my parents too, not just my friends. Granted, I did end up staying over at Victoria's yesterday, after visiting Logan, and it was unplanned, so I missed lunch with my parents, but still, after seeing Thomas YESTERDAY, he calls me this afternoon (not even this morning before I might've made plans for the day) and wants to go do something. I said I was busy. Because really? C'mon. I had to drive all the way out to Becca's and Victoria's yesterday. And back. That's a lot of gas (but not my car haha). And a lot of driving time. And my contacts have been in my eyes for the last day and a half @_@
I had my train of thought interrupted so we could set up our xmas tree. I find it so weird that we have one musical instrument ornament, and none of us ever played it. Among us, we've played flute, piano, clarinet, recorder, french horn, english horn, trombone, tuba, and various percussion things. And what lovely golden instrument is hanging in our tree? A SAXOPHONE. REALLY NOW???
~nepie
[********. I don't think i'll be sleeping much tonight. I should've just gone to sleep. But no. And then I shoulda just left it be. ********. goddammit, just hate me already. maybe it's better that i won't see anybody from school. It's a hell of a lot harder to hurt people when i don't see or talk to them. possible, but difficult.
What do they think, I wonder, when I don't respond? I know they still don't get it. I don't even know how I ended up with such people as friends, or rather, how they got stuck with me. Or do I?
I don't care what anyone says about guitar hero: it's fun ^_^ I'm already picking up the chord changes and anticipating them on some of the songs, most notably another wonderful song by Linkin Park. Why haven't I listened to them before now? Oh...that's why -.- The two songs I know aren't a particularly good sampling of their music.
 nepie · Wed Dec 24, 2008 @ 02:36am · 0 Comments |
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