Well, exams are over, and so is most of my school work. That should be a good thing, but I've forgotten what to do with myself when not procrastinating or working on school stuff.
The weight is still pushing down on me in the form of a physical tension in my chest, and I can't make my body register that there's no real cause for it. Damn anxiety. It's there even when it doesn't even have a cause.
So, yeah. I have some free time now, but I've forgotten what that is and what to do with it. I'm so tightly wound, even though exams are over and weren't all that difficult in the first place. I hate school. Even now, I expect it to pop up out of nowhere and bury me in a deluge of homework. Great.
*Tries to relieve some stress and fails miserably.* So, fantastic. I'm flat broke on ideas to soothe tension and/or to do something with myself. I'll just go in a little corner and follow my now-emo avvie's example and play my metaphorical violin while swathed in metaphorical flames crying metaphorical bloody tears. Fantastic.
Until later, your beleaguered writer is signing off. Hope you're all doing better than I am.
 PyroAurah · Fri Dec 19, 2008 @ 08:30pm · 0 Comments |
