Dear beloved journal of mine,
This week has gone by so slowly, Ive gotten so much homework, so many assignments and right before the Christmas break, it sucks and I'm stressing. I'm not usually up this late...but I just finished some homework.
I fall more in love everyday and it feel quite nice, like a constant fluttering crowd of butterflies all the time, it's nice.
I feel like I had so many things to say but I seem to have let them slip away..I'll do my best.
The weeks has been long, yes...I havn't been getting a heck of alot of sleep, but enough to keep me half awake during the day.
Oh! And I think I have a new appreciation for children...well...babies. There was just some related searches on babies on YouTube and I watched some of them, sometimes babies look gross and wrinkly and alien like...but the odd child is really quite cute and it brought me to realize how much I would enjoy having a child. Being pregnant and telling news to my boyfriend or spouse or whoever he might be in the future.
The whole, getting fat, morning sickness, pain of child birth...not so appealing. Then the whole fact that you can almost never get you body back to the way it used to be. That is just kind of yucky and gets me thinking about adopting. . . not that I need to worry...I'm in my teens.
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Christmas is coming and i'm so excited, i'm doing the traditional decorate with my mom this weekend, we already did the Christmas baking and there are already some gifts that needs to be put under the tree that isn't there yet. I'm getting lots of clothes (Corsets, I hope.), Skull Candy Headphones, camera, new pencil crayons, movies, a Cameo, shoes...I'm really quite excited and Christmas is one of my favorite times of year...I love having all my family over, sitting by the fire and talking about memories while laughing and enjoying some drinks. Going to the basement to engage all the relatives in a bit of guitar hero...it's all so fun and makes me feel all fuzzy inside.
Then there is the romantic aspect...the perfect time to spend lovey dovey time with the special one in your life. If only I could do that so easily...I would give anything in the world to be with him on christmas...but It just won't happen...I know it wont.
But I'm still getting him a gift. -Hero pose-
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