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I just went through all my entries @_@ |
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And now I realize how much stuff I wrote that I never posted! I mean, just the stuff I have with me is more than I ever posted. And I don't have any notebooks. Just free-floating looseleaf. Granted, what I have sucks and is mostly old stuff, but it's less than half of everything I've written. Most of what I've written is about me or one person. That I can remember, there is one that's partly about Patrick, one about Colin (well, about me knowing that I had to ignore him for everyone's good, even though I hated to do it...at the time), and 4 or 5 about someone else. Those were actually decent. But in the end, they're really about the usual person :3
HA, I know what I should say next time Dori asks who I like XD lol, if it weren't for the fact that she'd totally take me seriously, I'd actually do it!
LOL. I asked Thomas "Guess what I have =D" And he said "A boyfriend?" XDD HAHAHA. I don't think so ^_^ Just Cream Soda~ Waaaaay better XP More temporary (well, USUALLY), but I like it much more. Like I have any basis for comparison lol. Yummy yummy cream soda <3
hmm....I want ice cream. I have ice cream downstairs. I should go get that XD
Next semester, I'm bringing my writing notebooks -.- It's rather annoying to be separated from them, and it's not like I could've asked my parents to grab them for me >.> *sigh* I want to work on Aya and Kiri. I want to finish the story. What I did with Kiri before didn't work. The story can't end like that. Actually, I've had TWO endings, but one of them didn't connect to the end. It was just assumed that Aya got angry at her and left. But I didn't write that 'cause it didn't work. I didn't like it. Just the way I don't like Kiri completely backing down. I don't want her to be exactly like me. I don't want her to shy away. I hate her, but I want her to have a little of her desires. Not mine. A passing thought in my mind was the basis of Kiri's own writings. She'll get part of what she wants. As for me, I have what I need. Nothing more, nothing less ^_^
~nepie
LOL! Everyone seems to think I have a boyfriend today! Thomas AND Dori xD Not likely, guys >.>;
I colored my random sketch ^_^ It's Aya and Kiri...sort of. Not really. Wrong dresses lol. But the right colors. Hmm...maybe not Aya and Kiri at all, but who they're based on? idk. I was half awake at the time xD Also, the Kiri-person is standing on something, like a small stair or something of that nature. She's not that freakishly tall, lol. I ran out of room on the paper >.>;
Yay picture
My parents are no longer allowed to take pictures of me and send them to my aunt -.- You know what the first thing she said about them? I should get my hair cut so it's less high school-ish! Never mind that I look happy and healthy and s**t. Let's just go to the most unimportant thing and rag on it for 15 minutes. Oh, and apparently I should get it cut short 'cause I usually pull it back in a ponytail, so why have it long b/c that's all I do with it and ponytails look terrible on everyone. MY GOD WHY DO MY PARENTS INSIST I TALK TO HER?! oh yea...nvm -.- But I hate it when she does s**t like that.
I can't sleep -.- 2 weeks left here, and I need...I don't know what I need. A hug, a shoulder to cry on, idk. I want to be around people who aren't here. I'm sick of being around people who use me or who won't leave me the hell alone when I'm being EXTRAORDINARILY obvious about it, to the point of literally saying "leave me alone". And this stupid Matthew joke is pissing me off more and more. We haven't seen him in weeks, which is good, but we're doing a Christmas thing Friday, so Caitlyn might invite him -.-
I'm guessing that the twitching muscle in my hand is a bad thing...I'd never had it happen before I got here, yet 2 weeks into school, this random muscle in my hand will start twitching randomly, even when I'm not doing anything. It just twitches rapidly. Yay, muscle twitch and insomnia! -.-
I miss you =(
 nepie · Sun Nov 30, 2008 @ 01:00am · 0 Comments |
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