I'm In such a good mood! my friend steve let me drive his car and i didn't wreck it or crash into anything once!!! Kiken has finally woke up and he started crying cause he wanted to go home..... o_o;; first of alll that kinda scared me cause i never see rainbow boy cry... but yeah...he's at home now. He called me in the middle of class and for some reason i got in trouble (Can't have cell pohones on in cless...hehe..)
I have to come up with 20 bucks to get my camera back. I Paid someone to take pictures of the hottest guy in our school. Ugh...he's beautiful. It's just...he's an a*****e.. and i'm afraid to talk to him...but i got a picture of him walking down the hallway...he now avoids me ^_^;;
For some reason i felt depressed all day. I think i'm going crazy.i had this weird twitch in my eye and i kept getting worked up over the dumbest things. maybe it was because i was afraid that kiken might fall into a coma again and die... Or something. I was alone at lunch...i wanted to avoid everybody...i'm worried cause tiffany wasn't there...maybe her boyfriend finally went crazy and killed her...i can't call the house cause he hangs up on me...
but i wasn't thinking about that at all. I just cried cause i didn't have shorts for gym and i was gonna take another 0 for the day... I Cried more when someone saw me and asked me what was wrong. Then I cried cause i was alone at lunch...thease girls asked if i wanted to sit by them and i declined, but it made me feel a little better though...
to everyone who actually takes the time to comment in my posts -huggles yamachi.-, thank you . It actually let me express my feelings more now that i know at least SOmEONE is willing to listen.
 alex whitticoax · Tue Oct 11, 2005 @ 08:26pm · 2 Comments |
