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grr, i'm running outta stuffelz to write. my mom left cuz she was "going out" at around 7:30 and she said "i won't be gone long" it is now 11:23 and there is no sign of her. imma gonna guess that she wont be back till 1-1:30 am-ish just a guess.
Ooh, and i haven't verbally said a word for an hour and a half. well, i was kinda swearing under my breath cuz my stomach hurt about a half hour ago but i didn't count that...oh and it's kinda weird cuz like all week my lips have been really chapped, like my lips have never been chapped b4 so this is kinda scary for me...sure my lips have been like dry, but never chapped and grody like they are now. i want em to go away!!!!! crying there getting better(ish) cuz iv'e been usin lotz a chapstik. Aaw, I love this song. "Monsoon" by Tokio Hotel is amazing. It kinda makes me sad so i cant listen to it without crying (i'm kinda crying right now) cuz it's like perfect for whats been happening in my sad little life. "Over and Over" by Three Days Grace has like that same effect on me... long story. Romantic, tragic, and amazing all at the same time. Maybe I should Write an autobiography. or mabe not,,,,,,,,,,,,, Oh come on, apparently "Ready, Set, GO!" by Tokio Hotel also has the same effect as "Monsoon" and "Over and Over", I think it's because he, omg i dont think i can even type that my hands are like trembling just thinking about his beautiful voice. that reminds me...FLASHBACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, so i was at the hospital (urgent care same diff) and they had m hooked up to a heart moneter and i was really bored so i decided to see what would happen if i though about jacob. I just thought his name and my heart SERIOUSLY skipped a beat. then i got nervous so my heart started beating faster and faster and my dad was like "omg ur gonna explode" then it kept going faster because i thought i was going to spontaneously combust so the nurse finally unhooked me.
So jacob, it's official: My heart skips a beat even when I only think your name.
Aint that the sweetest thing? whee
 Red-Girl-I-Am · Mon Oct 27, 2008 @ 07:38am · 1 Comments |
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