((this is why i hate sleeping))
I was pushed out into the enormus stage before me, only have read the script once, and playing the lead roll. I got into character quickly, and ran up the other actress and actor.
[after the lines]
i felt an awekward pull to behind the stage, and so i looked to the character's mother, knowing that she and i weren't in the next scene. ((it wasn't a play anymore for me))
me: mother, can we go play outside?!
her: of course *whispered: we don't have part in the next scene*
so her and i walked down behind the curtains, and it seemed we were trapped. my breathing became harder, and my mother was taken, and placed on a ((what seemed like)) medical table.
then i hid behind a box, looking at was happening.
my **real** father stood with a chainsaw, a mad look in his eyes.
"NOO!!" I cried out to him, but he looked at me, then chopped off my mother's crying head.
I shook my head, and cried. He came close to me, picked me up, and carried me on his shoulder.
"hey kiddo" he said to me.
"WHYY... MOM!!!!!!!" i cried out again.
He shook his head, and kissed my cheek.
((T crying T wtf is up with this. ... TTTT.TTTT
it was so sad and confusing. i hated that part.
and that's why i don't go to sleep at night. my heart gets bashed.
it seemed like that was my real mother, and since i don't have a dad, he seemed like my real dad... which makes me miss my real dad even more...
and makes me wonder what he did to make my mom hate him so...
TT.TT i'm so confused...
he left(or... i guess left my life) when i wasn't even 3. but he used to sing "what a wonderful world" to us all the time.
wtf was the man like... i wish i knew him... i wish ... i'd remember him...))
 Elle the Werewolf · Mon Oct 20, 2008 @ 01:55am · 1 Comments |
