I'm just giving up on everything, caring, loving, and life it's self. It's all so confussing and I it. I once loved everyone and thought that I wouldn't be able to hurt them. Just now I don't know anything anymore. It's all so confussing. I want to know that everything will be okay. For a while that is what I was feeling and for once I thought that things were actually going to go right. Then it all died and now I don't even know if the future hold anything good. I love you guys. I just want to give up and die, but i know that my friends need me here. Sometime I wonder though...are they better off without me. Are they safer if I am watching over them instead of staying here and helping them this way, which isn't doing much. This is giving me a pounding headache.
 Wild_Vampire · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 04:01am · 0 Comments |
