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I still haven't figured out if the brightness when I woke up was just a dream, or if the sun was shining right on my face and I was simply too unawake to realize it. But it was BRIGHT. The black on my blanket was too bright @_@ But I'm not sure if it was real or not. I've been having some pretty realistic, very mundane dreams. I'm not even sure if I dreamed some of it up, or if it happened. I had an idea about where the poboy place might be, but I seem to remember someone telling me there was nothing in that direction. Except I can't remember when that happened or who said it.
I think my brain sorta overloaded in the last few days. I was halfway home after calc yesterday when I realized that someone 5 feet away prolly could've heard my music clearly. Music drowns out my thoughts, which is useful when there's too much going on and/or I just want to force myself back to the present and stop dwelling. It works, but sometimes it takes a lot of volume to do the job. Like yesterday. I turned it down so I don't kill my hearing, but it worked its magic. The day kinda looked up for a while after that. I snapped at David in chemistry (FINALLY), but he pretty much ignored that it happened -.- He also bought my bull about why I practically ran out of chem wednesday. I mean, DAMN. It was the lamest excuse in the history of the excuses. I wasn't expecting the question, so I was extremely unprepared. Therefore, it was one of the poorest attempts at lying I've ever made. I can make up long stories that are pure BS on the spot, but I can't get a 1 sentence lie to be convincing.
Although...my parents can't even tell when I'm lying. Movie with Beth and her little sister and her little sister's friend. When has that ever happened before, eh? NEVER. My dad got all suspicious for about 2 seconds. My mom was just like "oh, that's nice ^_^" Happily oblivious. They're the best ^_^ except that they forgot the ONE thing I'd been asking them for since I got here D: MY CARD READER. I still have pictures from Laser Tag and Breaking Dawn on my camera, and everything after that! D: not that there's much after that -.-
While my writing skills take a vacation on the main body of the Aya/Kiri story, I decided I'll just do something interesting with Kiri, which I can then incorporate into the story! Which gets everything rolling...I just figured that out! Kiri's gettin' a diary >D And she's just careless enough to have left it out, and since it's not labeled "DIARY" or something, just a generic notebook, well...a curious person who knows Kiri likes to write poems and such but keeps them to herself much of the time out of embarrassment might pick it up and look. It's prolly too much to incorporate into the entire story, but as a side-along thing, it'll be good.
walmart time. yay. i just can't contain my enthusiasm -.-
~nepie
[******** my stupid car. I was stuck in Target for three hours b/c the steering wheel locked, and the car wouldn't start. I had to call my parents, then AAA, and then I got transfered through 3 different state divisions before I got the right one. I wandered around Target for a couple hours, sat down and ate a cheddar pretzel (mmm...soft pretzel <3) and then, with the power of being seriously pissed off about how crappy my car is, I managed to pull the steering wheel hard enough to unlock the mechanism and start my car. I was planning on going to Walmart, but the game had just ended and people were driving and walking everywhere.
So I now have no lunch/dinner foods. AND with my car being such a b***h, especially with the unexplained check engine light and my recent issue with it, I doubt I'll be able to convince my parents that I'll be okay driving back in November -.- They already don't like the idea of me driving by myself and getting back at night (i didn't mention that I was going to skip chem in order to avoid the dark). I realized this as I was walking around Target, and I seriously wanted to cry. Or scream really loudly. It's been 54 days since I saw everyone. 73 since someone else. (this would be why i shouldn't have a calendar) I have countdowns to stuff, countups from stuff, and it's all too far away. I want to go home. I need a hug. So much like junior year...
 nepie · Sat Sep 27, 2008 @ 08:44pm · 0 Comments |
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