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Well, this morning kinda sucked. I went to Walmart, got all the stuff I needed, and realized that I forgot my money -.- So I had to do my shopping twice -.- I got a little upset on the way back to the dorm to get money. More than a little. I really wanted to come home. I would've started driving too....if I'd had money ^^;;; Luckily, I didn't. I was calmed down enough by the time I got back to get money, so it was okay. But really, I can't just fall apart like that. Driving and crying don't mix. And now I'm completely worn out. I hate that about crying. I just have no energy left.
I love just listening to Pump music. The site for the home version has some of the songs for listening, so that's what I'm listening to now. Blazing and Pump Me Amadeus, yay! heh. The hard version of PMA is freakin' insane. 400 steps, and they're FAST. Scares me a little. I'm going to learn it ^_^ I'm going to have soooooo much fun with Thomas in december >D Here's to Beethoven Virus on hard! ^_^ It looks so much more impressive than it actually is!
I have no homework left for tomorrow, yay. I have to get my lab stuff for MATLAB, finish reading all the stuff for history @_@ and I think that's all. GAH STUPID CHEM QUIZ. There actually ARE some questions that can't be answered @_@
:3 Ian likes a giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirl~ Beth-chan ^_^ heehee ^^ but shh, it's a secret :3
hahaha xD I'm prolly going to be the last of my friends to have a guy even like me. lol, I love how Brit thought I was going here b/c of a boyfriend xD Hardly. And Dori asked me if I met any booooooooooys xD Just Alex. meh -.- I know I sound ten years old when I say this out loud, but...boys are lame =P heehee ^_^ I never really mean it, though.
*sigh* Maybe sometimes I do mean it. Being invisible is not terribly fun. I'm rather envious of some friends sometimes. But what does it matter? I'm okay where I am.
lol, personality tests are very bogus. I was bored and needed some entertainment. Not so entertaining was the stupid thing telling me I'm basically a negative, lonely person -.- Not so! Mehbeh today, but it's just the greyness affecting me.
Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. pah. I'm reliable and have a decent work ethic. I get everything done, anyway ^^;;;
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes (avoids, not dislikes) leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money (I can't strike that out enough), emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
nyaaaaaaaa =P And that's why these things are silly. I do save money quite well. And I am not fragile -.- I'm like a 10 year old. I bounce back. I fall, scrape my elbow, cry, then keep playing. And nihilistic? Really now? And I'm sure I missed a few that I wanted to strike out and mock, but oh well. That was the entertaining part ^_^
dammit, why won't Dori leave this alone? I already TOLD her I'm not saying anything about who i like, and she said she'd leave it alone. That lasted a month, if that. I told her no again this time, but she won't leave it alone. I don't want her mad at me, but I'm not going to answer. I would GLADLY tell her if I liked Ian. Or worse, Stewart. GLADLY. I would tell her in a heartbeat. *sigh* It's been half an hour since either of us said anything.
well, good. let's just pretend that didn't happen, then. I'll gladly go with that. Anything as long as that one thing gets left alone. I just wish she didn't feel the need to push like that sometimes.
 nepie · Sun Aug 24, 2008 @ 09:47pm · 0 Comments |
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