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Why the Hell do I Bother

	it's coming to an end
	it's coming to an end


as the summer depleates, i feel a source of excitement fill my body; like i want it to be over with. yet when i think about stepping through those doors again, i get this sick feeling. it's like i'm excitingly depressed about it. i don't want it to end, but i need it to end. my life it now is driving me crazy!! i sit at home and do nothing for the longest time ever and i do it day after day i ran out of stuff to do by myself after like the 1st month abut i know the hectic schedule of school is gonna drive me down, but i won't be alone, i kinda will cuz my sis is going to college soon, but i can last with that i wasn't like attatche to her at all times, but we were close enough to where i'd miss her alot u know what i mean? maybe not... but i'm just going along with the days i don't work as much, which isn't as good as i though it was my paychecks are goig down, which means less money to pay for school stuff yeah, i have to pay for everything now that i have a job should of saw this coming but it's worth it. i like going to a stroe and being able to buy somehting with my own hard earned money i work at flippin goodwill which isn't all that bad just the customers can get pretty rude well, that's it for now, byebye marluxiasflower · Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 09:43pm · 0 Comments


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