idk what to truley write,the song i'm listening to has nothing to do with brothers,so,i'm not sure why it reminded me of my bro,bobby.(it kinda reminds me of nikki sixx to!)
the song's about a kid who dosn't wanna end up like his parents,and that he'll be better to his kids then his parent were to him.the song's called,silhouettes by smile empty soul(look it up bitches!it's kinda emo but beautiful!!!)
(oh,and,no!my brother's not dead!this is just probaby what i'd write,ya know???)
but,this is what it makes me think...
that's my brother.
the one in the coffin.
the one i'll never see agian.
or at least not for what seems like forever.
i see the people all dressed in black.
i see the tears.
the words.
and i see the black water running from my eyes.
too much black makeup i guess.
i remember everything he told me.
i remember him telling me to be strong.
telling me not to grive.
not to miss him.
not to cry.
i remember looking over the edge of the coffin.
looking in and seeing my best friend.
seeing my world.
what kept me alive throughout all the years of a ******** up life.
and now,it was all taken away from me,just like that.
will i ever see the light agian?
i fear not...
i wanted to be just like my brother.
i wanted to be as wise.
as smart.
as creative.
i wanted to be evrything he was.
i wanted him to stay with me for eternity.
but most of all...
i wanted to make him proud.
but he's gone now.
all the life and ambition has been sucked right out of me.
all of the will to go on.
everything...gone...
but he promised he'd be there for forever,and he will be.
i know my brother,he keeps the promises he makes to me.
and as long as he's there,i'll be okay.
i'll make him proud.
i'll be just like him.
i'll carry on what he left behind.
i know he'll be proud of me.
i've always been proud of him.
there isn't a single moment he's not on my mind.
i'll love him forever and he'll be my brother forever.
and all i can do now,is thank him.
thank him for everything.
he knows i'll always love him,and he knows i've learned to accept death.
just like his.
rest in peace my dear brother...least we forget...
 XxImmortal_MachinexX · Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 04:52am · 0 Comments |
