just in here to write really not much going on in my little world, how about u? i've been writing alot of songs lately, which is a good sign right now i've been trying to write a lovesong for a few days now, but nothing seems to come out right, you know what i mean? like the way i feel or want to feel doesn't look right on paper it happenes alot when i try to use my real feelings and not just the ones the average person feels like, when you're inlove and stuff. i don't know if i am, so when i write about it, i can't use that word. it's difficult. here's an example:
Verse 1: i've pictured this day in my head for too long now and nothing can get in the way not them, not her, no one at all i've wanted to say this, but don't really know how and i am too afraid that if i say it, i will fall
Prechorus: but you deserve to know the truth and i have nothing to fear but you don't know how hard it is
Chorus: it's been too long without you i though i'd die cuz you weren't there i can't live without it's too hard to bear day after day cuz when i'm without you my spirit flys away and all i can say, over and over again is that i miss you
Verse 2: i dreamed of this moment many times but nothing compares to this not them, not her, not one of them and i can finally say that i got what's mine yet i still remember that i will lose you once again
Bridge: you know what they say the sun will rise up once again and you will look across the horizen you know what they say the moon will shine bright again and you will gaze up at the stars
well, that was a pretty good attempt, but it's not completely how i feel yeah, i'm excited cuz i will be able to see him once again, but i know that after that, it'll be at least another month till it happenes again. *sighs* life sucks, big time
marluxiasflower · Wed Jun 11, 2008 @ 04:00am · 0 Comments |