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I fall asleep in a cloud of fear
My heart sinks, oh how I wish you were here
I feel the cloud of fear swallow me and turn into dispair
I'm suffocating why can't life be a little more fair?

I sink deeper and deeper, screaming your name
I want out of this miserable game
Can't you see how much you mean to me?
I miss you don't you miss me?

I toss and turn finding mothing but unrest
I suddenly wake my heart leaping from my chest
I turn to the pillow where your perfect head used to lay
A new round of tears start up, my eyes turn gray

Shivers dance down my spine as memories of you flash in my head
I turn away wishing I was dead
Why did you leave me when you were my world?
My heart strings snap as if a thin cotton cord

Farther down my heart sinks in misery and pain
I stare at the phone and my heart sinks more yet again
I want to call and beg for you to return to me
I miss you with my heart and soul can't you see?


~Authors note~
Ok this poem basically explains itsself. Someone broke up with me and I thought I was in love but now I'm over it and I hope he has a great life without me because I ain't comming back.