I can see you want to see so many things But you cant bring the courage to say them.
I hear ppl tell me to forget you.
I try but it ends up me paining myself.
I try to think about everything else but that doesnt work because everything leads to you.
We act best freinds but is it worth it?
You dont talk the same when your with your stupid freinds.
So now its time for me to take a bow and become a big girl now.
if you want to say things that are not true then leave I cant keep opening my door for you forever and i dont think I ever will.
Everything i have said in this entry isnt in vain...
Im just trying to stop the pain.
I cant open my heart any wider than it allready is because im only a color.
So I duck under cover.
Hopeing to never have to face you again,
But that will never happen because we are best freinds but deep inside.
Theres something gapeing.
Because im done.
You talk s**t to my face and say it without a trace.
Come her and be a big boy now and say it to my face.
If you cant walk the walk
then dont talk the talk.
Because little bishes that do that just get outlined in chalk. twisted
When I sing the peanut butter jelly song or crack stupid jokes it means im not ok.
It wont matter because you cant see.
The heart in me.
