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Library is having a skate thing Saturday. Just have to pay for skate rental, if you've signed up for summer reading. It's at 2, and since I'm not going to anime club, I figure I need something to do. I still have to go to the library to return my books and sign up for summer reading, though -.- And get more books. Lots more books.
I should always keep my stupid mouth shut ^_^ You know what happens when I talk? I say too much. I jinx stuff. I screw myself over so badly. It's ridiculous. I just found something that just proves that I jinx stuff. Go me. August 07, I think...
nepie I have only to wait until that boy gets on AIM again. Then he's blocked...for good. I should've done it last night. I could've. But I didn't even think of it until just now. I was gonna wait until the 5th, but that's too long. I'd chicken out far before then, so now was the only time. I keep trying to tell myself it's for the best, but I'm not really sure what that "best" is. I just think maybe I was going to have to do this anyway. There wasn't much other choice. Even if I see him somewhere, I will ignore him. I have to. Otherwise, I'll be giving in to my indulgent side yet again. That happens enough already, kthnx. So, basically, no more dealings with Colin ever again. The End.
uh-huh. nice try. While I haven't talked to him since then, I find myself in a position where I may be forced to deal with him again. stupid stupid stupid gonk *sigh* I mean, I was right in thinking Victoria would get along with him. Better than I ever did. But he acts in much the same way, though perhaps a little milder. Still, I don't want him anywhere near her.
It's weird that I talked to him for as long as I did. But he was always there. I guess that's what it was. There was always someone to talk to, even when he just brushed off whatever I said, at least I was saying it. Though I never really trusted him. Couldn't. I wasn't in a particularly trusting mood at the time. Besides, I'd already been told that he had it out for me. Makes me wonder if that was true and that's what was really going on.
Actually, come to think of it, I'm still not in a trusting mood. So why have I been so trusting? ha, i'm pathetic. That's why.
LOL. I make myself laugh. "why do I like english? 'cause Ms. Rice is AWESOME!!!" xD yea...no. not so much. xD wow, I guess I got to be good friends with Beth rather late in the year. lol, my total absolute red-in-the-face english incident. True love is steadfast and doesn't change easily. I tried to spit it out without emotion, but I probably didn't do a good job of it. xD wow, a toilet!!
oh...hehehe...add another question to the growing (yet short) list. Well...it's only short 'cause I forget. I ought to write these things down. In fact, that's what I will do ^_^ *gets post-it and writes questions* Okay. Now I won't forget ^_^ And maybe I'll remember more later.
~nepie
You know that hollow, hysterical laugh people laugh when they've been confronted with astounding, unbelivable information? I'm laughing it right now. I was reading the thing about the english class, and I think I'm royally screwed ^_^ ALL nonfiction writing @_@ I'd rather argue that Camus is an existentialist than argue the existence of global warming (which i inadvertantly disproved in my research paper ^^;;; ) hehe. At least I might be able to do a choir ^_^ The only one that requires solo audition is the show choir, and though I'd just love to do that stuff again, I'm not. NEVER ever again @_@
they're so evil. Upside: I'm done with english halfway through sophmore year (YAY!!!!!!) Downside: I'm also done with math at the same time (assuming I got a 3 on Calc). SUPER downside: the ******** engineering courses take up 16 hours every semester after sophmore year. SIXTEEN!!!! I thought we were supposed to be able to take interesting stuff outside the major -.- ******** engineering. I'm gonna be a math major mrgreen At least there's ELECTIVES, dammit. Engineering isn't for me anyway, really. It's more of a team-oriented thing, and I'm not a huge fan of group work.
 nepie · Wed Jun 04, 2008 @ 06:50am · 0 Comments |
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