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Memes Galore
A place where you can get shrekt with my memes
if we were supposed to care
why dont we? we can stand, gutless, and tell lies. we can w8 for the future, the truth.
im tired of this lying, i wont do it

And if I hurt you then I'm sorry
Please don't think that this was easy


Its always me? huh? cause im young, cause i'm a girl? cause im a hopeless? cause im different? is that why? just when i thought......

It's to dying in another's arms
And why I had to try it


I f*cked this up big time didn't I? I'm sorry.... Its me.... I'm screwed up..... I'm not right. thats why i need something......someone

And if this is what it takes
Just to lie in my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
And all the hell I put you through


Depression is a feeling, a name. Its a life, a state of mind. Its different this time. Emo is a fear. I fear, but i dont bleed it.... the fear that I'm right... I will die alone, wont I?

And you tell me
That it's over
But I can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover


I'm not gonna live like this... I cant give up..... but I wont sin for you. I wont sin for anyone.

God, I miss you

I thought i had an amazig chance in front of me... I thought god was giving me a chance for once, for once he chose someone like me.

But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
It's always you and my big dreams


Is it wrong to be this way? Is it wrong to let myself slip so far from home..... and like it? Was i wrong to think I was special, to think I was ever good enough for anyone? that i was perfect, in any way? that i deserved this?

And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
And it did because of me


God, take back the wrong in my life, keep this chance going... keep me alive another day.....

'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no

I'm sorry I'm so sick, so different. but wasn't this intended? I'm sorry that my poetry is my torn up life, a way to feel it, a way to know it, an escape. That that is my blood, my soul. I'm sorry my attention isn't good. But dont toucher me because i am wrong because im stupid. Because i think this way. Tell me I'm wrong.. I'll believe you......

This is because I can spell confusion with a K
and I like it


I'm sorry I feel like this... I'm sorry I made you feel like that......

But this time I'm alone, and I don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
What you thought this song meant
You thought this song meant


I'm sorry... I just I am.....
I will always be..... forgive me?

This is to a girl who got into my head
With all these pretty things she did


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  • User Comments: [1]
    Demons true nature
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    Fri May 16, 2008 @ 02:45am


    very good, but why are u describing a better version of me whose a girl, or r u describing urself.............if u r u must hav a good life. when viginia tech came i didnt cry because i cant over the things that others do...... when a friend of my brother who was like another brother 2 me died, i couldnt cry because i cant cry over the meaningful things........... when i get hurt nobody how bad,i cant cry because i think of other ppl's feelings over my own, when i get 2 school i give everybody 2 laugh with when i actually hav a pain that can only be healed when everybodies been though at least half ive been through.......when i was young my dad left but gave my mom alittle bit o money evry month just 2 try 2 make up.the only reason im happy is because my mom didnt abandon me,i say that because she just bearly had enough money for herself let alone me so we lived with my grandparents until she finished college and got maried. then i left. we came back 2 make a little extra money, and thats the good parts of my life. i dont want 2 make my family seem bad so i wont tell u the bad parts.srry for telling u this but i wanted 2 let u know how good ur life is.to make this seem beter im going toput it in rainbow color.


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