Bryan called me and yelled at me on the phone, accusing me of more s**t. He kept asking me why I was telling everyone we broke up; well, that's what happened. Then he kept saying I'm a liar and how he can't trust me even more now; whatever. So I was crying histerically and I went into my used-to-be-manager's (now he's a sales person starting today) office and sat down and bawled my eyes out. (This all happened at work, just so you know..) Of course he told me the usual, "It's not your fault, he's a jerk" You know, the same s**t everyone else says when a guy makes a girl cry. My supervisor came in and pretty much said the same thing.. yep. Then they let me leave early because I really couldn't handle being there. Sean promised he was going to take me out to get my mind off of things... Then once I got home to change.. Bryan called again. Of course he yelled at me again, but this time he explained himself.. and I guess things are supposed to be better now, but we're still not going to talk,or see eachother for a few more days. So, I don't quite understand how that's supposed to help our relationship at all. I was so pissed and depressed that I just did the whole "******** IT!" thing and I let Sean take me, my sister, Sam and David out to the strip. It was alright.. but there were a lot of ******** people that just wanted to be gay and s**t, and then afterwards we had to wlak all the way back. I was already exhausted, my feet hurt, and I hadn't gotten any sleep the night before, before we even went to walk the strip. I was so ******** tired by the end of it that I was pissed I even went. Then there was traffic... IT WAS ******** HORRIBLE! We were in traffic for about an hour. Then I had to drop Sean off and Sam and David then go home, I didn't get home until 15 minutes to 1. Then I have to go to work in less than an hour right now.. so I just really... want to ******** die. Geez.... I'm so pissed and I want everything to just go away.
 Bunn-eh · Sun May 04, 2008 @ 06:54pm · 0 Comments |
