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badminton just wasn't bad enough. OH NO, of course not |
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I woke up with an extremely sore left arm and the prospect of badminton first period. By the time I got to school (later than usual), my right arm was getting sore. I walked the roll to 107, then returned to find that we weren't playing badminton. BATTLEBALL crying against the sophmores. It hurt to change out, so I wasn't liking the idea of balls hitting my arms. I have nasty, painful bruises from the shots and the TB test. Actually, I did okay. I got out mostly from stupidity, not getting hit. I'm good at dodging. And pretty decent at catching, as one sophmore found out ^_^ poor Maggie. She got back in, picked up a ball, threw it, and got right back out when I caught it.
I get to go to Jesuit jr. prom ^_^ one of Doris's friends needs a date, so i get to go. And I was just thinking that my high school experience was sadly lacking. I haven't been to any dances for other schools, with the exception of the BM b2sd in 8th grade. Still a rather lacking high school experience, but better. Ah, well, I don't suppose it matters much.
I never found Beth after school, and she still had Chii!! I went looking for her after school, but she wasn't at her locker. I was going to go check the music room, but i got distracted and was too shaky and light-headed to remember to go. So easy to forget such simple cares. So so easy to lose myself in a fantasy land. Because most of the time, the outside world does not capture my attention. I know what to expect of it. But where my mind will take me, I do not know until I go.
Rezza took 6 points off on my flashbulb memory essay. b***h. i'm sorry I'm different and I don't remember anything about where I was the day of the hurricane, but she shouldn't penalize me for that!! I gave an honest answer, and she wouldn't take it. That's not fair. She made it look like she took off for my essay being too short, but I've had shorter answers get all the points. And she made me take the test today!! And there was stuff on there from worksheets she gave me 2 seconds before the test, so OBVIOUSLY I didn't get to read it. And I didn't study. I will laugh if I got an A. I did the homework Saturday and didn't read the whole chapter or look at the book after that. But I knew almost all of it, except what was on the worksheets -.- But I guessed correctly on those ^_^
I need to find civics notes. Since no one in my class is at all helpful. I can't miss any more school because people won't tell me stuff. I ask what we did, and they don't tell me everything! And I ask "that's it?" and they always say "yea." But it's not!! I can't even get everything out of the reliable ppl. Karen omits stuff a lot. Like, oh, idk, the MATH TEST on Thursday!! That's kinda important.
but I can't do anything about it. 16 more days to survive and then i get out. I don't want to leave, but the people are getting to me. oh and then it's the endless days of boredom while everyone else is still in school (and even after they get out, it's boring).
i can't figure out why i keep staying up. there's no sense in it. no point. i wish.
~nepie
 nepie · Wed Apr 09, 2008 @ 02:55am · 0 Comments |
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