Empty soul
Empty life.
Empty child, holding a knife
She drags the blade down her vain,
yet another scar she must hid.
She tied the rope around her her neck,
yet another failed attempt at suicide.
She wants to leave this life of lies,
but everytime she tries, she is left with secrets to hide
She walks around with a smile on her face and cuts on her wrist.
She acts like she is at bliss with herself, yet inside
she wishes for death.
She wants to take her final breath.
She wants to be like all the rest,
but the test of this game is closing,
in on her as she tightens her grip around the knife.
She wants to be able to understand herself,
but she has no true idea of who she really is.
She envies everyone around her,
and notices every imperfection of herself.
She can't find anything thats good about her,
and she wishes for the ability to find a reason to live.
All she can see is a mess of herself,
and the scares on her wrist.
This is true bliss withen her.
People may call her insane,
but if they could understand.
How can that happen if she doesn't understand herself?
She wants to end her life, yet find reason not to.
Does this mean she should stop her suicide attempts?
Look at life in a whole new light?
But she can't do that,
she is true deep in depression,
and nothing can pull her back.
The only thing that can save her now is her knife.
This is her final cry out to the cutter.
And life is not like anything.....especially for a knife....
But soon she find someone who loves her for her,
and soon the suicides will stop and ishe will be at peace.
Want to know why?
Because she met me...^_^
Made especially for my friend Laci....the really emo in my life.
Made by Yumi-chan......
"Remember, suicide is no the answer...."
CandianSpy Community Member 
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