I don't know how I feel about anyone anymore. Last night I thought a lot as I was laying there trying so hard to fall asleep. What do I even want out of life? That's a dumb question, I know, but it's more of a how am I going to be happy with what I want to do in life. Every step I get closer to the goals I want to obtain the further they become. I don't know if it's even worth trying anymore. I don't even really know if they will make me happy, I just assume. I guess no matter what I do I can only hope for the best and not know for sure if will be the best. I feel so away from myself and everything and I almost just want everyone to leave me alone until I figure out how I want to go about this. I want advice, but not the kind I'm getting. I'm sad.
Bunn-eh · Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 04:39am · 1 Comments |