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I'm watching, always watching for my place in the world.
I try to stand out, but noone sees me.
I try to speak up, but nobody is there to listen.
I see the world around me, but know I cannot join it.
"Admired by none, hated by all."- there have never been truer words to describe me.
I see people laughing together, but true friendship is beyond my grasp.
I may care for others, but to them I am lower than the dirt they walk on.
I feel as if I am in an invisible prison, formed by the hatred, jealousy, and dislike of others.
I wait for my rescuer to come, but soon I will relize that wy wait is in vain. Noone will ever come to the aid of a worthless conveyor of words.
So, I shall forevermore be trapped in my prison of hate for all the earth to despise, and not even I can end this torture.
This is somthing that I wrote last year when everything seemed to take a turn for the more depressing side of existance. emo I really wasn't handling everything that was going on too well, and I really didn't turn around until I really was rescued by a person that I never in my wildest dreams thought would speak to me.
 greendaygirl-5252- · Sat Jan 12, 2008 @ 04:57pm · 0 Comments |
