Well catch up with me. Really you dont have to read cause isnt pay back is a...Well yeah the rents are on my a**, so long they went up. And trust me i dont care if the lakers won Angie. 'Must we go through this.' I always say that cause im quoteing Zanku. Well i wrote this before but it had lots if usless info. I mean who cares about my room. Im talking to my self. As most of you know i haven't been on for three days, cause my comp crashed. Im on mine and i really think im gonna quit gaia. No lie. I feel watched. I rather be on once a week then be watched for life. So screw this then. I know i luff most of my friends on here. Though i feel really unloved and unwanted. As i see it many of you people here see me as a thing that can be put to the side and taken care of later. Something you dont show does matter. I see very litte pumping hearts. Some still functioning or to into this and that. One's caught up with there boyfriends/girlfriends and shtuff. Oh my gosh guess what song. "If your sexy..."Oh and one more thing Clarissa! Yes talking to my self. Forever, and This i Swear. Well school starts Tuesday. I love school in all but not in this case. Last time im ever going hopefully. Im talking very intresting subjects. Bussiness skills and something else. So those who i talk to all day i am sorry that ill be back around Cali's time 1pm so so. So that is a memo. Wow and the fourth of July is here. Were the only place in the OC who allow fireworks. So its pretty much crowded here. Im not looking foward to it this year at all. I wonder what where gonna do. I'm suprised that my dad bought firworks. Which pisses me off. Well gets me sad, so much. *watery eyes* I just dont want to do it this year. Im not sure any of our family is in the mood this year. Damn...its been a year. I forgot a couple more things. I got my new pair of shoes. I been buying this week shoes like crazy. Im not saying how many pairs i have cause people wont belive it. What else did i miss. Im going to see the Haliwell Manor on my birthday. Too bad i cant go in it. Ill take pics in all and it be so awsome! I cant wait. One of my dreams is to meet one of them. If i were to decide on one of them it be Holly Marie Combs, cause i love Piper. They are dazzling. If only...speaking of dreams, i was on a quest. I gave up...soemthing i dont do very often. As you can see i am in black and which means three things. I added one reason tho the list. I am boycoting color As of today. Cause i hate that everything i buy happens to be on others as well. I buy something no one has, or my friends of the most part, then suddelny wtf, your getting that too? Like hell i like to be copied and be wearing the same thing as others. But others could care less for what i think, and no we so dont have the same style to those out theres. So back to what i was saying. Plus i gave my money away and no one will donate and if they do they think its cause of all the many favors i did. So bs i dont take pittys. Even if they so called cared. I rather do things on my own. People think they know what i want and i have said it within clues buh people are really stupid these days they dont even notice. Plus its okay anway. There not things i must have, just things that be nice to have...i sware im tierd of being the nice on here. Oh i love this song...alright laters! (deticated to my favorite lover...song)
 Charmed_3 · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 08:23am · 6 Comments |
