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Why the Hell do I Bother

	hiya
	hiya


i'm really bored people... hence the journal entry i know i'mve been slacking with these, cuz usually i have alot of them coming out i was on an emotional vacation... u all shouls definaltely take one it's relaxing well, i'm really mad at my parents cuz they're blocking me off from my firnds just becasue of that whole liking situation i likeone of my freinds and told my mom that i did now i can't hang out with him cuz she thinks that it'll turn into something more it won't... i nkow it won't i kinda don't want it to anyways, and i've lost most of my feeling for him well, all of my friends decided to go to his house for new years, and of course i couldn't go my mom doens't trust me to keep it as friends, and she doen't want to admit that it's a trust issue i'm not having fun with life cuz of her... and she wonders why i'm not motivated anymore i'm so getting sick of it i can't wait till she either forgets about this or till i turn 18... which ever one comes first i bet it's the 18 one... well, besides, that, i had a pretty good year learned alot, like not to do a puzle with long sleeves i seriously had pieces stowed away in the sleeve and found them when i changed into my pjs i'm losing my song writing abilities cuz i think i'm slowly seeping into depression that's my story and i'm sticking to it i'm not thrreatening to cut myself or anyting like that... i just find myself regreting alot of things i've done and also, i'm not really happy anymore i mean, i get those brusts of happiness, but other then that... i'm lost within my mind i'm fine though, for all of those who would give a rat's a about me pardon my french if anyone of you non-perverted and non-crazy people want to safely kidnapp me, by all means go for it and don't offer me back, k? lol is there anything else? i don't think so... byebye peoples comment on my pro and journals plz!!!!! wink cool "The Truth Never Set Me Free, So I Did it Myself" ~Paramore "Careful" marluxiasflower** · Wed Jan 02, 2008 @ 12:55am · 0 Comments


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