You know I thought about something not too long ago and I realized I was wrong about it. I said sorry to someone I thought I could trust again (Not giving out names) however I was wrong.
You know when you love someone and give it your all its feels great right? Yeah it does. But the best part is when they tear your heart out in the end and step on it constantly to try and take all the feeling out of it. They do it because they feel like it. Its a game to them because other people have done it to them. Once they realize someone ACTUALLY loves them they don't get it until they hurt someone who was serious. Yeah it happened to me. Nah its not the end of the world but sure im hurt in a way. Its sad how it won't effect the other person but when it comes to the person who gets hurt its just another victim to them. It turns out she was just into someone else and never told me. She denys it but ive seen enough to know what shes up to. It makes me sick to know I was being played for so long and it never got to me till a short while ago...
I realized being single for almost 22 years now feels pretty damn good today. I don't have to worry about someone else or wonder if they truly give a s**t about me or not. I do so much for someone and give them my heart and it gets torn out. I live on though since its just a way of life. I don't think I will get into relationships anymore until im done with college and have my life set up. Relationships set me back and piss me off too much right now. People can't be themselves and realize when someone actually ******** loves them -__-
 -DeathlyDan · Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 06:07pm · 0 Comments |
