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I want to wanr you guys who go to my school and see me a little frustrated or pissed off after 6th hour...is because I HATE that class and just RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Frustrated with my mother right now.
First off, I just hate 6th hour becaus eI swear my WHOLE class feels sorry for me because I am alone. And that gets me RRRRREALLLLLY annoyed because...WHO WHOULD WANT A WHOLE CLASS TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU FOR BEING COMPLETELY ALONE?!?!
NOT ME!!!!!
And I am REEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAALLLLLYYYYY frustrated with my mother right now because she is freaking over my grade.
I mean, I have at least 2 A's 2 B+'s and ONE B-.
And my mother was freaking about it acting like it was a C- OR A D!!!!!!
Retared right?
And she is like freaking out and having her hands around my neck with the most SERIOUS face and telling me to get my grade up.
*glares*
I hate it when she is like that.....
And so, I have to be "little Miss perfect" for her!!!
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME MOM!?!?!
I AM DOING MY ******** BEST AND YOU SHOULDN'T EXPECT SO MUCH FROM ME!!!!
It's not like I will be the NEXT PRESIDENT or a person who can solve UNCURABLE DISEASES!!!!!!!
She is trying to make me into something...that I can't be like.
She is wanting me to become a total straight A student! But I CAN'T do that!
I can't be as smart as Megan can or....Andrew.....
So matter how hard I try, Ic an never reach their kind of level.
Yes, I have wished that I could be smart like them, working my best just so that I wouldn't feel left behind...
But that was a long time ago...and I gave up because I can't do that.
So...that was my rant.
It makes me feel better.
I'm not sure if I want this on private....or public...
It depends when I think it should be...
but for now...public...
Well....talk to you guys later.
See yas,
Captian Noya [Feels really cranky]