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I don't know how many of you have really been paying attention much but I've been bargaining and pleading with myself--by the way, I'm a terrible bargainer--for something different.
Different as in how?
Well . . . different.
I want something entirely different from the life on Gaia I have now. New identity, new junk. Not new friends. Friends are okay. But just something completely different. Something new. Fresh. I'm trying to come with new names but I totally suck DD:
I want something that had to deal with my old identity, ~Silver Wolf~ (used to be known everywhere by it.) I miss it. But then we have the new things: Lolita, vampire, and my favorite name Lilith. I love that name so frickin' much if I ever had a daughter, that name is first choice. But you see, putting those things in a name means, "OMGYOURCONFORMINGYOULITTLEPOSERBITCH!!"
Am not. = 3=
I'm just . . . tired. Tired of being Olive. Tired of being little Olive. I want to be the respected Wolf I once was. Yeah, I used to be respected as a person. Now I'm a . . . a . . . a THING! Not even a person anymore. Why?
Because of Olive.
Duh.
So I want to be different. From me. From Olive.
I'll still use Olive a lot for other things, of course, because she's easy to remember. Everyone knows her. But something different is long overdue. So new. Something new. Suggestions? Suggestions? I'll take suggestions.
Anyways, that's about it. Just something new. Boring otherwise. Just hating my English teacher, got a new History teacher. Boring. Boringboringboring.
 Olive_the_Monkey_Ninja · Tue Sep 18, 2007 @ 09:17pm · 2 Comments |
