 I’ll tell you a tale of Vampirates…
Well....yea.
As you can see I have started school.
Yesturday and today.
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Pure Joy.
Well, I have SOME classes and lunch with my friends so I have pretty happy by that.
^_^
Not really alone except...Biology.
My 6th hour.
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But my teacher ROCKS!! He's so nice. ^_^
But...UGH!!
As some of you guys know...I have a..."friendship" problem with someone...
He figured out my secret...freaked...
Yada, Yada, Yada.
Now he is COMPLETELY ignoring me.
I know I shouldn't care.
Heck, it;s his choice that he decides to distest me, think of gross, never want to speak to me again...I understand.
But when he ignoresmy friends for no reason...That gets me sort of frustrated.
Ugh...I hate how my stomach gets in knots and stuff and I feel SO sick when I see him...
I hate it...
It makes me want to dioe in a hole and never want to see the light and makes me feel like I deserve to burn in Hell.
Maybe I do...
I'm serious with this...
I hate feeling like this.
Makes me want to die...
ugggggggggghhhhhh.
I just wish he would just TALK to me at least.
Or just be friends if possible...
But if he hates me, I wish he could tell me so Ic an stop being so....FRUSTRATED!!!
I'm not Mad at him.
I never am going to say I am Mad.
I'm mad at myself.
That is all I am mad about.
....
thats all I have to say.
I knowyou guys might give me smpthy words and stuff and telling me to stop thinkignt his stuff.
But it's true.
And I can't stop.
It's just...
It's just me...
Look, I'm sorry and sorry again.
Sorry for all of this and my existince.
Well...See ya,.
Captain Noya (Who feels like s**t.)
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…A tale as old as true.
 -StaarShinee- · Wed Sep 05, 2007 @ 10:00pm · 0 Comments |
Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
You Are A Symphony Of Stardust....