That's my theme song. And it's something I can really, really relate to.
Over the summer, I had a lot of time to myself and think. ANd I've realized what kind of a person I've been. So, over the summer, I decided I wanted to change. I was someone who... Was extremely clingy. It's not even funny how many of my friends must have felt uncomfortable because I was always nearby or next to them I can't blame them. I was also very bossy. I realized that, and I also realized I talked a lot about myself than listen to others. When I realized those two... I thought to myself, "I must have been such a horrible friend." And I think I was. So, Mary, if you're reading this: I'm sorry if I've ever been rude to you. I'm sorry if I've ever said something mean to you or anything like that. I want to also tell you that: I want you to come to me or any of your other friends if oyu need to talk to someone.
To Angelic: I realized that you've been through a LOT of heartbreak, and also at a young age, which is something that makes you more mature as a person. I've also seen how even through all this, you've always been alble to stay the same. I would like to tell you I'm proud of you, and as a friend, if you ever, EVER need to talk to someone, don't hesitate to ask.
To Stef:
We've only known each other for a while, and I already feel like you're like a big sister to me! I'm glad that we're friends, we have many conversations... and I'm very, very happy you share your wisdom with me. Thanks. A lot.
To all my other friends out there, real and on Gaia: If I have ever been rude to you, nasty to you, or anything bad, I'm sorry. I truly, truly am. And I promise you that I have changed. And I want you to know that I love you all.
If you're reading this, any of you... I'd like to read what you have to say.
I've never had a dream com true...
100% Catholic Christian and Proud of it Allenia La Fayette
Oh, Alex, I didn't realize you thought you were being clingy. I really actually liked how it seemed you wanted to be really close to me, like how so many others well...weren't. I don't want to get into sob stories, but you have been a wonderful friend. You know, it's hard to find someone like you, so pure, so rare. Someone who can put up not only with my seriousness, but my goofy side too. I hope to be seeing more of you, young lady, since we really didn't get to see each other much over the summer (('cept at church or whatever)) so I promise there will be some weekends in your future just for us. ^_^
Er...yeah, I know it's corny, but I wanted to make you feel better! Please tell me it worked! sweatdrop
Lots 'o' Love!!!
-Mary~
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Sat Sep 01, 2007 @ 04:27pm
Thanks. That's really sweet. *hugs*
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Tue Sep 04, 2007 @ 12:25am
Ah! I'm so, so sorry! I've passed by this entry about two or three times and I haven't said anything. I would usually be interrupted to get off the computer or something, but I'm free right now, so I guess now is a good time to respond. sweatdrop
I'm very glad we're friends as well. I like that we can be honest and share our opinions so easily. Let me just say that if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm always open for another conversation. I also feel like you're my sister and that I can come to you for anything. Like you said, we haven't been friends for very long, but I guess things just seem to fall into place. Anyway, I'm super happy that we're friends. smile