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Except for the 10 billion holes in front of Mt. Carmel stare I was being rattled around so much, and I was going pretty slow! We got all the way out to Six Flags in the 2 hours. Just one more day, and tomorrow, we hit the INTERSTATE! xd Not excited, actually. Just scared. And I'm going 1st. So...yea, no one I know is gonna be up at 7 in the morning, right? xd
I might go to the library to get some books. I'm trying to read 2 books right now, but lotr takes me a long time, and the Vonnegut book is very short 3nodding
Erin got a dress for her prom ^_^ It's very pretty. And it was $16. I tried to find something for myself 'cause it may look a little silly if I'm wearing the dress from jr prom to the dances this year. I mean, I'm probably going to wear it for Neat n Sweet, but there's other dances. But I wouldn't mind wearing that dress multiple times. *shrugs* It fits, it's pretty, and I already have it. So, if JCP is still having that sale tomorrow and my mom takes me, it doesn't matter if I find anything or not.
Ooooo, and I remembered something...but I just forgot it stare
haha, I just remembered why I truly love vending machines, and what I'm doing this year w/ it. Well, when I get upset, and I'm talking really upset, not over some stupid grade, but over something important, I always get a Hershey's w/ almonds. I eat it a certain way, too. I hold it w/ both hands, and take slow, small bites. It makes me feel so much better. I only got it twice last year (very proud of myself ^_^). Once, when I was really crushed about something I had to do, but definitely didn't want to. Horrible time, really. I cried, I honestly did, over blocking that boy in every way possible. AIM, Myspace...I needed that chocolate. The second time was after that little disappointment in QB. It took me a while to get a handle on it, but not so hard, really ^_^ I would've been pretty crappy at a leadership position ^_^ As it is...choir librarian? Bad bad bad...
But anyway, back to the chocolate. So, I figure, how many times am I actually going to want that chocolate bar this year? Hmm? Care to answer that one? haha, I'm only kidding.
Interestingly enough, I haven't dreamed about that boy again, the dream Z-boy...I'm rather sad about it...I drew a picture of him in driver's ed. It was really good, just his face. But...I compared it to something else, and...he's too similar. That irks me. It was such a wonderful dream crying *sighs* I guess...it's just another dream to be ignored. But I can be sad that he looked like someone else, right? I can just be sad that I have to forget that beautiful beautiful dream?
xd I was re-reading some old AIM convos w/ a friend of mine. It's so funny, really, very random. ^_^
~nepie
nepie · Fri Jul 06, 2007 @ 11:43pm · 0 Comments |
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