Are you happy now? I just needed some time to THINK, Goddamnit! I just needed some time away from you so I can get myself together! But it seems that just when things start to look up, someone else comes along and tells me how miserable I've made you! Someone else comes along and tells me that you said you hate me, that you wish you'd never met me, that you're drinking and cussing and it's all because of me! Well, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I don't know what more I can do! If I make you so ******** miserable, why would you want me back anyway!? If you hate me so much, why should I bother?! Do you want to know something? Everyone told me I should have left you alone in the first place. Everyone. They all said you were no good for me and I was just hurting myself by trying to make things work between us. I ignored them, my friends, because I love you. Now, I see I've made you miserable. So just forget it. Forget me. Forget I ever existed. Let me live. Let me cry. Just leave me alone.
Yes! Yes, yes, I enjoy this! He brings me back! I knew he would someday, somehow. I knew he would help me return. Better stick those needles in your arm, Aramis! They may hush me for a while, but Logan will always bring me back!
 Bleeding Apocalypse · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 07:44pm · 1 Comments |
