Have you ever wondered, what would happen if I did this, instead of this?
I have, every single day of my god condemned life. Every time I see you, I wonder, should I tell you? Or should I not? If I do, will this be the end of our friendship? Or will this be the everlasting happiness that I have been waiting for, for all these years; the one and only thing, that kept me from leaving forever... But why do I kid myself? I know it will never happen, especially for someone like me. I mean, lets face it, I'm goddamn hopeless.
All I can really do is wish for the best in life, right?
So here is goes:
1) I wish you to have the most sufferable death possible for you.
2) I wish that you can see behind the mask I put up, just to make you as happy as possible.
3) I wish that you would open your eyes and see, that not everybody loves you.
4) I wish that you would feel better about yourself. You ARE beautiful.
-- Jessikherrka
SadChu Community Member 
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