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Why the Hell do I Bother

	Short story: I'm not stupid
	Short story: I'm not stupid


no one ever knew. no one knows why i hated him so much why every time i saw his face, i'd get that churning feeling in my gut that makes me sick why each time i heard his name, i clenched my fist and grinded my teeth together why every time he spoke; with that annoying mono-tone voice of his, i wanted to kill him no on knows why he made me feel so angry, except me i'm not stupid; i knew i could never have him i knew that no matter how hard i tried, how much i'd change myslef, or how much i lied, i would never win his heart and he know that no matter how much i'd look away from him or how many times i'd pretend he wasn't there or how much i winced at his words that i caould never care about him that i never thought about him late at night that i never wrote about him, sung about him, talked about him that i never wanted him. i knew that he knew i hated him and yet, he still talked he still looked at me as he passed by he still cared about me, a girl who hates him because she can't have him. marluxiasflower · Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 04:59am · 0 Comments


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